Several months ago, I drew a line in the sand.
I put my foot down.
I stood up and said, "ENOUGH of this!"
And I told myself I would NOT buy new pants to fit my expanding waistline.
I had no good excuse for gaining weight--no babies in my belly, no doctor's orders to gain weight for my health (wouldn't
that be the day!), nothing--except I like to eat chocolate cake for breakfast and guzzle down hot chocolate with marshmallows every night before bed. Is that a good excuse?
Anyway, when I gave myself The Ultimatum, I had no motivation to start exercising or to change my eating habits. But I knew, eventually, someday, however long it took, I'd get tired of wearing the same pants every day. Or they'd bust open when I bent over one day and then I'd have an exposure problem that would really cause my motivation to change!
Sure enough. After awhile I got tired of the same old jeans. I had other pairs I could wear, but not comfortably. And I had to wear them with a baggy shirt in order to hide my chunkiness spilling over the top. It was depressing. I had a closet full of clothes but nothing to wear.
So, when the New Year rolled around, I decided it was time. Time to move on. Time to say goodbye to my trusty Old Navy jeans and head onward to designer jean pastures. Time to change my lifestyle and my eating habits, yadda, yadda.
And I did.
And now, I see a whole world opening up to me again. My closet is slowly but surely allowing me back inside! Hello, long black skirt that used to be too tight! Oh, how do you do, my favorite charcoal-gray, ribbed, slim-fitting sweater? So nice to finally get to know you, adorable jeans I bought a year ago and saved until I could fit into you comfortably! Don't worry, pin-striped pencil skirt; it won't be long before we'll be spending time together again. I've missed you.
I'm not exactly where I want to be yet, but I'm well on my way. I'm feeling a thousand times better about myself than I was before and I'm excited to continue down the path of a healthier lifestyle. I guess since we are often our own biggest critics, an Ultimatum is what we need in order to get something done.